Tracklist
01 | A Story Of Life, Love And Death | 6:48 ![]() |
02 | Freaks! | 5:21 ![]() |
03 | A Story Of Life, Love And Death (instrumental mix) | 6:33 ![]() |
04 | Freaks (instrumental mix) | 5:08 ![]() |
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Lyrics
A Story Of Life, Love And Death
[INTRO]
Thirty years ago the final war began.
At the beginning it was just one more war between two nations,
But slowly it turned in a global storm of chaos, devastation and death.
[SECTION 1]
WAR!
Bleeding horror!
Apocalyptic race!
Day by day!
Doomsday!
Never it’ll stop,
No hope,
Only my death is my rest
The hell is no place for a kid
What I did!
[SECTION 2]
When you live in hell,
A piece of love is Eden
Yesterday she and I felt like gods;
Today, rats…
So wretched rats
[SECTION 3]
Vile. Week. Insane.
There is no change
Tears!
Welcome my son
This is the world I have spun… for you
Act of love
Sadistic thorn
Fears!
[SOLOS]
Die my son!
[SECTION 4]
My son,
Hopeful source that I’ve dried up,
Every gift, every thought to live
You, who were once my own will
Forgive
These hands full of your blood and my filth,
All my blame, all my sins and shame
Please, forgive my so awful being
You don’t deserve all this pain
Which would be reserved for all the bad men
You don’t need to be corrupted
By the madness of the world’s greed
[SECTION 1, REPEAT]
WAR!
Bleeding horror!
Apocalyptic race!
Day by day!
Doomsday!
Never it’ll stop,
No hope,
Only my death is my rest
The hell is no place for a kid
What I did!
Freaks!
[SECTION 1]
You! Hey!
Look at my face!
Look up, stop your phone,
show you have brain!
Raise your head
and look at me again, vain
Try to face up because…
You’re a freak!
I said… freak!
Big dumb smile
Shooting up!
Lost-looking eyes
Finger tic!
Fear of missing out
Watch again!
Your smartphone,
your cage!
[SECTION 2]
Raise your head
Try to raise your fucking head
Try to behave yourself, you’re a fake
Of what you were,
What you could be
All day wasting your time
Waiting for one more chime
Don’t you feel all that shame?
Phone addiction is your name
[SECTION 3]
Life is what is
happening while you are watching your screen!
Raise your head, look at me!
Talk to me now
Wake up and show me you are not a zombie!
Rise up!
Rise up against the nonsense!
Try again!
Argh!
[SECTION 4]
Obey the word of the herd!
Prey just taking your phone
Bend down, your new god has come
Yeah!
What kind of human being
are we creating today
giving way to the decay?
[Bridge]
Just try to face up again!
Reduce your consume!
[SECTION 5]
Don’t you know how to enjoy
the real world?
All of you
are a peripheral of your phone?
Why don’t you try to see
all the disease?
Freaks! Freaks! Freaks!
A lot of freaks! Hey, look at me!
[Bridge + CODA]
Okey, don’t look at me then
I’m giving up
I’m tired of you
Let your phone to control
even your soul
I leave!
Details
First release in July 2015.
This is the third and farewell (for a long time*) recording of Cautiva, my technical and progressive thrash metal project in which I play all the instruments (guitars, bass, drum programming and vocals), in the style of a “one-man band”.
[ *In 2022 I released a final additional track, «I Am The Omega», and I definitely closed the project ]
Of all my projects, Cautiva has probably been my favorite –so wild and technically excessive–, but it’s extremely demanding in terms of time, technical skill and energy. That’s why in 2014 I decided to put it on hold, maybe even forever… At that time, I already had in mind starting to work in a new and probably long period of electronic exploration, so I thought it was a good moment to end Cautiva by recording some new music. Even though this recording was meant as the farewell of the project, I never ruled out the idea of recording something else in the future (a track or something like that)… And this became real in 2022, when I released the final additional track “I Am The Omega”.
For this EP, “The Archangel Of Omega”, I initially wanted to record three or four songs, but in the end it was just two. I gave my best with both tracks and they turned out so complex that I needed a lot of time to finish them in the way I wanted. On top of that, I had no luck during the recording process: hardware problems, a lot of software problems, health issues (my voice)… The whole process was awful, and after finishing the second song I said “That’s enough for me!” I decided not to record any more tracks for such a f*cking EP. Hahaha!
I have wanted to release each song in two different versions: the original version (with vocals) and an instrumental version (without vocals, of course, but also slightly different).
Not many minutes of music, but if you like Cautiva, I think you’ll like this as well. I tried to capture and transmit the purest essence of the project.
Artwork by Georgi Georgiev and José Travieso.
This EP was remastered in 2020 and digitally re-released in a new edition.
You can download and get this EP on Bandcamp.


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